feeling rotten and crappy ... same old stupid arguments all over again. Should this carry on? Which path to choose? Am i thinking for others too much that i can't even spare a thought for myself and think for myself? But it seems like now im only thinking for myself and disregard others..

I'm confused...

I'm vexed....

I'm indecisive.....

I don't know what i really want....

I hate this feeling....

I don't know what to do....