Rehearsals for SEG Week i audi today. My dear juniors were all on time at 9am in the Audi, some warming up, some practicing, some sit ard....went on well and fast.

Anyways, back in office was a diff case. So many things undone, to be done. Major screw up on a particular upcoming event. OMG! issues arising, unhappiness sets in, difficult position and tough situations....doesn't cound good at all huh?

I told myself "Rene, take a breather. Dance later and clear my mind off for at least a few hrs!" But.....i couln't even focus well on dance!! Wasn't that bad but definitely not my usual self. Guess its pretty obvious to most of them...all sensed a certain tension from me but dare not approach. Nevertheless, I taught the class for chacha changes and some direction changes. Scolded them for not being alert and picking up instructions fast enough and adapt to changes.

Was I too harsh? I don't think so in a way. It's time for a wake-up call for BE. I hope things will improve and my dear juniors can achieve something too. HOwever!! When we went thru our JIVE changes for the final time..... I flared up! Only one thing that really triggered me off. I cannot tolerate ATTITUDE PROBLEM. A dancer with a bad attitude can never be a dancer. No matter how freaking good u are, U'll never succeed with a bad attitude. I hope everone can learn things and see things on the same level, obtain the same learning curve and right mindset and attitude. Only with that will the club be stronger and grow more efficiently.

Sigh... do felt a little bad on certain words that was used but I will only be willing to be judge at a certain level. As for this time, i think a more appropriate judgement should be looked into 1st before judging a person or even a matter.