It's Christmas Eve...

tick tock.... tick tok.... tick tick tok...
Time is slowly passing by...
It's Christmas Eve..
To Christmas....
but..... It's just another day.....

Here i am sitting in front of my lousy computer, posting my entry for the fufilling weekend i had.
It's gonna be a real long entry......
just felt a sudden gush of emptiness, flashbacks of previous Christmas, happy and unhappy memories .... sigh... what made me feel this way? thinking abt so many things now...
was a rough 2007 for me. seems to get worse every year. i hope to get a 360 switch for upcoming 2008..... i'll continue to hope for... =)

jus an sms made me feel so bad again... i'm still the cause of everything .... i still feel ...
an encounter that might turn my life ard for the better or worse in the long or short run...
an argument that can really sets me off.....
a competition that caused much happenings ......
a decision that triggered the happenings....
All these from a person... who experiences it all this moment
Myself.

Kies... i admit. I'm so so worried for 29Dec comp i don't know why. Din even feel this way for LION CITY. I know i've put in much effort and time in this. I want this to happen. I wana do well. I know i will ... jus not up to what i expect. I wana do well for Peter, Belman, Myself, Mel and BE! I hope i won't disappoint anyone... I will be greatly affected by the outcome of this comp , whatever it is ..... but then again i think again...why sld i be? Stop contradicting yourself Rene!

No worries peeps. What was written above may sound as if something serious has happened to me but nope.... jus felt like venting out my feelings now and always trying hard to describe the indescribable feelings that i always have. What am i saying? lol.... This is me. Full of nonsense... Pardon me..

Alrites, back to my day today! Mel is finally back from VIETNAM! With no wife!! yay!! haha...Well but was really sad that i couldnt prac with him cos he has plans. Sigh...worried! Enjoyable mini pot luck Xmas party in office today =) Mini one yet super filling!! Look at the pics later..haha. Also rcved many pressies from colleagues! Loved Chin Kwong's and Agnes pressies best! A Lime green mini pillow from IKEA and a T-shirt that reads "Men have feelings too (Just kidding)" Thanks! I love all the pressies =)

The person that made my day was little Larissa! So so adorable and she likes me! haha...totally fun playing with her. Tks to Mel, Benn, Lin, Dex and Pauline for clearing up the food! Lol.. Met up with Peter, Konrad and Zhiping in Orchard for some lil shopping. Din get anything though...so freaking crowded! Giving me a headache and Zp and I left at 7plus. Ate dinner with Mummy =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!

It's a PH! Yay!

~ Wheee ...... On the run!! Lol... look who's behind? PEIRU!!!~

~ HAha... trying to pose together ... OMG! Sexy Paulino, right!! ~
~ I'm bored! Decided to do stupid things for awhile.. haha~
~ again! trying to act cool!! ~
~ OMG! Peter's world class look! Lol..big kid!~

~ Finally, a nice Samba pose from Paulino & Benji~
~ Yay! I like this pic BEST!! Wheeeeeee.........~

Leave's gonna end soon!!! haha

Another day of prac in S&G! Good prac we both felt. Environment is better and we got practically the entire studio to ourselves for both Monday and today. There were so many little kiddy couples today! SOOoooo cute! I'm gonna send my kids to learn dance from young man!! hehe... Bennerick, Yee Shan and Peter came too!! =)


Belman is one crazy MONSTER!! He teaches the kids like a loud lunatic! Screaming at the top of his lungs with enormous killer eyes and body posture that's gonna kill any moment. Using an umbrella to chase the kids and hit their little legs during their routine. OMG!! but it works lar...and at the end of the day, the kids still LOVE him. Just love watching him teach!hehe... Oh but this sickening man crushed my water bottle! So sickening! Still licked my entire bottle head and threw it at me! OF cos i donated it to the dustbin.


Then he wanted to fart on a student of his and tried to burn Melvin with his lighter yesterday! He's is one mad fellow!!! lol...but was quite happy with the comments he gave us! =) And good that he looked and fixed our rumba in styling wise. Phew~!

Mel left at 6pm and i was freaking hungry!! Ate in Long John with Mr President, Bennerick! Sick still wana steal my fried chicken and eat! HAha had a good chat and laughed like crazy again as usual.


Sigh! I feel for Peter, I blame myself so much. I dunno why. I think i was the cause of what triggered the matter to happen ,and yes ..... leaving NYP. Yes. Benn was right ( i know u are reading my blog) I was affected. But what's done is done. This could be one of my biggest mistake. Anyway, I'm glad Peter is still with us, me .... and will always be.

I wana do well in this comp and not disappoint him! I WILL and BE will do it! =)


Went to M5 Collection again and saw so many nice dance wear! I wana go shopping soon and buy many dance prac skirts, tops and accessories!! hehe.. Must start to look more professional in dance liao... what Belman told me today. Commented on my nice top (which Mel side i look like a crocodile! -_ -") but look shabby cos i wore a sports bra inside! KNS!

Went Office to settle some stuff! Quarrel starts again! Sigh i.... dunno wad to say! Well, just smile RENE!

Rene needs to get a desktop com too!! Stupid com sucks to the core. Anyone has any good and affordable recommendation pls let me know! =) Guess my bonus is gonna be well-spent this time. Sigh.... When can i ever save up???

I need to start thinking of getting a Life, say a more interesting life instead! Not that i don like mine now but it just revolves ard DANCE. But definitely I'll not forgo dance to pursue something else. I'm gonna add in some more spice in my life, trying out diff things and not hesitate! Not getting any younger. LOL...i mean if not now, then when? Life is too short, live hard and play hard! Not when u are old with sickness and all!! =)

Entry for the weekend

So pissed with my home comp.... its now 230am i the morning.....

~ Madeline and I!! Taken in Funan IT Mall's KFC~
~ Close up one... SMILEZ!! Taken by Partner Mel! ~

Sunday (16/12/07) : Slept till 10plus today! SHIOK! BUt entire body was aching like mad....feels like i'm an 80 year old lady. Ouch! Updated up my resume for better future job opportunities =) i could then finally eat a simple home-cooked lunch b4 gg S&G for dance prac. Gosh! I couldn't rem the last time i had home-cooked food. Tasted so good!~
It shows..... Bad gal, Rene!

Practice was not too bad as we nailed down things to work on again. Then came along this kid couple whom Belman named them "Chicken & Duck"(so sickening la he....but funny hehe) They were at most between 6 to 8 years old! So freaking cute and GOOD! They were like little energy-bunnies and danced all 3 dances back to back non-stop! Mel and I cant even do that lor.... *throw face* Belman named them the "next rising world champion" Lol.. Belman really has a way to deal with any individual. Be it gender, age, sizes, character etc.... he deals with them. Watching him using stickers to stick the kid's face,hands, legs and all while dancing to remind them of looking up, standing up straight and getting rid off flimsy hands was just so funny.

Technique class was abt "shaping" today. Good and beneficial lecture.
1) MAke a statement
2) Shaping is how u CREATE a step to something else
3) To shape creates a meaning and purpose of doing it, it MUST make sense

Many more theory but I'll just state the main ones.. Lol... So much to work on!
Went to KFC for dinner with Mel and Madeline.3 of us purchased "Student Meals"! Lol...sickening Mel said we tried to "act student" Was a super fun dinner as we chatted abt dance and all. Madeline is so funny in the way she talks.......... SO RANDOM!! OMg! Mel and I had a good laugh man! Ooohh and we came across this really nice and cool shop that sells very very nice skirts and dresses that can really be Latin costumes or any performance costumes!! Prices are quite affordable too! Gonna buy some stuff from there soon liao!!! =)

Damn computer is still pissing me off. Delaying all my work that i gotta do during my long leave! Sigh...nth i can do abt it. I need to slp now! Time is 3.22am now!! YAWNZ...

*Shall continue Sat and Fri entry soon...... Funny blog entrys by silly Rene right? To blog past dates...Lol cos i always got either no time or energy to blog daily.......I'll die......... *

Yes it almost 2am and I can't get to slp yet... though feeling tired
Hmmm... back to work after a long weekend from last Thur till Sun (right after Orion)

~I NEED A BREAK~

Consolidating photos for OpenHouse 2008 poster design today. Lina was in super high crazy mood today. Going mad after getting a cute Jay Chuo's song from Jinlong. haha...went to PS to get her 4-leaf clover and ate LONG JOHN SILVERS!! Very 1st time I ate LONG JOHN SILVERS with Lina and Joan! Was out for almost 3 hrs!! =p

Prac today was hmmm... dunno what to say. Salsa i still needs alot more work esp my shines. Then Peter did rounds with us. All Tertiary couples, team-match couples, Grade E, D and C. Upon completion of our 3 routines...felt that it was crappy. Sigh... can't wait to see the video to know how cock we look. But then, of cos we'll IMPROVE from there!! Left at 1120pm from school. Shared cab back with Peiru and Tim.....so so ex la! Abt the same time too...will nv wana take a cab outta pure laziness again!!
DON'T BE LAZY RENE!

Yawnz..... tireds..... ZZzzzzzzzzzzz........

I have duck toes!! lol........

Was late for prac in S&G today...reached only at 315pm and prac for 4 hours only. Fun and beneficial prac today I would say =) Thanks to Peter again who came and enlightened us for Rumba. His guidance always helped and has immediate effect for us to work on. Hmm... mostly for Mel lar, (cos he always aims guys der..lol) But at least the pointers really helped Mel looked much better!! Not like a log anymore =p whoops~~And Peter was so excited abt his new toy, iTouch. It's really soooooo cool!! Showing us all the functions of it and all his pics....like a little kid lor. Lol.. That's our Peter!

We left at 830pm and ate Subway for dinner! =) I LOVE SUBWAY
Grandpa came to stayover for a week. Means I'll have to be banglah and slp on the floor (of cos got mattress la...) hehe but nvm, I quite like it..hahas

Sat: Did "Salsa Clasequando", partnered Mel and just "smoke" my way all thru the whole dance!! haha totally forgotten, never learn and just let Mel lead.. haha but still needa learn my shines! No problem lar....!! Small case! When Peter called for us to do all 3 routines, I freaked out! Dunno why. Was freaking pale white after i finished our Chachacha. Gosh! Scary. Bad performance for all 3! No stamina, no energy. Sigh...how to go Grade C like that?

Peter called 3 cabs for all seniors for our Slow foxtrot lesson. Was late!!

WM was quite fun too. Although never prac Ballroom at all since previous week. I thought I'll forget everything, but still quite ok,managed to catch back. Ate at hawker center then went Library to wash up again!!! hahaha Caren followed us and the 3 of us crapped together.

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Went to 5th storey of Brass Basah Complex to slack!! It was an opened area playground plus it so windy! Nice weather to compliment a big compound! What more could we ask for for a slacking session =) Just a few kids playing away nosily. Had a great laugh when Mel tried to balance himself to slp on a narrow plank of balancing beam at the playground. Kept falling off!! Was so so funny and Caren mis-pronouncing Jesus as "Jee-chers" LOL...Mel and I laughed till our tummys hurt!!

Finally!! 630pm! Prac nite at S&G begins. Wasted no time and danced. Whacked our routine and invited many "spectators" watching us when we were "killed" by Belman again. in Just 10 mins on fixing a particular part of our chacha routine was enough to kill us! Sweat like crazy. My thighs, arms, shoulders, neck and toes were already sore. But was all SHIOK! We can do it!! By the end of prac nite at 1115pm! Mel and I left the studio with duck toes. So red and distorted...haha.

Fri: ~ Off in-lieu ~ =) Came for prac at 6pm till 11pm. Peter checked our Chacha routine. Benefited from it again. But needa really work on alot alot on it. No accent in walks, messy and unstable legs, not sharp enough, playfulness, connection. Sigh! But no worries Rene, just Jiayou kie! =)