A most heartached and hurtful day in years...
Entry for yesterday: 20th Oct 2007 (Saturday)
Lin and I only woke up at 830am in the fish tank rm! Tks to Wilfred's sleeping equipments..lol. Made it jus in time for prac at 9am. It's really true that "The nearer a place is, the later u'll get." It's proven.
BE prac as usual, did Jive performance routine all the way till 12pm. Was fun and shiok but fast!! Liked the choreo but really need to work very very hard on it. Gave Peter a big hug before i left 1st at 12pm. Dunno why i just wanted to hug him a lil longer to say im sorry and all but.... yea then again... after what happened... work ....personal and all. It just didn't happened. All i know is i give my full respect to this person and it'll never change. Be it past, present or future, it'll still be the same. Took a cab to Green Banyan, Jurong Country Club for Edelweis's daughter, Larissa's 3rd bday celebration. So ex...sigh.. (no choice, late like mad =p)
Larissa's bday was indeed a joyful one! She's sooooooo adorably CUTE!!! Really made my day seeing her esp in her full-geared Minne Mouse suit! With the ears hairband and even white gloves to go along! She's totally hyper and poses very well for any shots, anytime! Great,smart,cute,pretty and bright kid!! Mummy and sis went too, intro them to my colleagues =) Also not forgetting darling Anna a.k.a Cheese. There were so so many kids that went too. Lina also brought Bryan along!!! He's sooooo cute and handsome! OMG! Larissa even gave him a peck on this lips!! Din really ate much but it doesn't matter. What's most impt is everyone really enjoyed. Took lotsa pics. Really tiring after playing with all the kids. Gotta prepare for prac with Mel later at S&G. Gosh....tireds!
Did not prac alot today but still considered alright. Mood was a total 360 degree change after a trashed out talk with him. Gosh! I got so affected, I couldn't hold it back any more. Finally broke down... I don't want any barrier or awkwardness to surface is all i ask...
Thanks for being there and hear me out....
Embarrassing moment but its only human nature..
Hope things will be the better for both of us soon...
I wana be back to being usual Rene...
I will be!
My endurance is still going on... I thank myself for that.
NOt easily beaten. Thats' me!!
* looking forward to tml's technique class... I know i'll definitely feel much better*
Lin and I only woke up at 830am in the fish tank rm! Tks to Wilfred's sleeping equipments..lol. Made it jus in time for prac at 9am. It's really true that "The nearer a place is, the later u'll get." It's proven.
BE prac as usual, did Jive performance routine all the way till 12pm. Was fun and shiok but fast!! Liked the choreo but really need to work very very hard on it. Gave Peter a big hug before i left 1st at 12pm. Dunno why i just wanted to hug him a lil longer to say im sorry and all but.... yea then again... after what happened... work ....personal and all. It just didn't happened. All i know is i give my full respect to this person and it'll never change. Be it past, present or future, it'll still be the same. Took a cab to Green Banyan, Jurong Country Club for Edelweis's daughter, Larissa's 3rd bday celebration. So ex...sigh.. (no choice, late like mad =p)
Larissa's bday was indeed a joyful one! She's sooooooo adorably CUTE!!! Really made my day seeing her esp in her full-geared Minne Mouse suit! With the ears hairband and even white gloves to go along! She's totally hyper and poses very well for any shots, anytime! Great,smart,cute,pretty and bright kid!! Mummy and sis went too, intro them to my colleagues =) Also not forgetting darling Anna a.k.a Cheese. There were so so many kids that went too. Lina also brought Bryan along!!! He's sooooo cute and handsome! OMG! Larissa even gave him a peck on this lips!! Din really ate much but it doesn't matter. What's most impt is everyone really enjoyed. Took lotsa pics. Really tiring after playing with all the kids. Gotta prepare for prac with Mel later at S&G. Gosh....tireds!
Did not prac alot today but still considered alright. Mood was a total 360 degree change after a trashed out talk with him. Gosh! I got so affected, I couldn't hold it back any more. Finally broke down... I don't want any barrier or awkwardness to surface is all i ask...
Thanks for being there and hear me out....
Embarrassing moment but its only human nature..
Hope things will be the better for both of us soon...
I wana be back to being usual Rene...
I will be!
My endurance is still going on... I thank myself for that.
NOt easily beaten. Thats' me!!
* looking forward to tml's technique class... I know i'll definitely feel much better*
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10:53 PM
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