Entry posted for yesterday: 24th Oct, Wed

I noticed a change in me, or rather something that's all along in me. Just that i haven't really realised it till something big must happen to make me finally realise...
Well, that's human nature and in fact how queer humans choose to complicate themselves, to circum themselves into situations that they already know the outcome..

Then again , I'm still doubtful...
"Of what?" I asked myself
"I dunno" I replied myself

And that is the whole freakin problem!! I never know what i really want. I'm always unsure, in doubt.. on most of the things. Sometimes i think back, am i too immature or stubborn? Why am i feeling this way? Is it cos of everything that has happened recently that caused all these? See! This are ques that i always ask myself but can never seem to ans.

I don't wana think of anything anymore.

Finally, Bellman called to fix our (Mel&I....not with Bellman! haha...ok i'm lame) private lesson this coming Fri. Yays! happy. Specially took half day leave for it. Well, i needa break too, some time off. We both know that we're gonna get killed in that session, sore feets, mental stress and all but i guess we 're both still looking forward to it! *anticipation once again*

NYPSU had their Commissioning 2007 at the TFA. Was quite enjoyable esp when Mr Wee was been "pulled" up stage to sing along with the 15th Exco Committee - "The Reason" haha... i even took a video. FB and DC also put up wonderful performances. Food was also not bad but i din really eat. Told Chin Kwong abit on some silly feeling i felt.

Had freakin headache since morning till night. Sianz... Waited in office till abt 930pm for Sexyback's rehearsals. Left only at 11plus! OMG! I'm gonna be dying from exhuastion soon.
Wanted to take cab initially but was just too ex (mid-nite) so still took a train back. How tired also must ENDURE!! MUST SAVE $$$